Friday, October 06, 2006

So Much For That

Spots turned to clots this morning. I went to emergency at 11:30 a.m. Had an ultrasound at 2:30 that told us the baby had not grown and was not viable. They sent me home at 4:00 p.m. to pass it, with instructions to come back if it got too bad.

HB and the kids were all with me, and we'll hang out together this weekend. This Thanksgiving weekend. I'm going to try really hard to find some things to be grateful for.

31 comments:

Lut C. said...

Oh, Sandy, I'm so sorry. I was so hoping this was little surprise was going to turn out fine.

Forget thanksgiving and gratefulness for now, there's a time for that and this isn't it.

Anonymous said...

Sandy, I am so terribly, terribly sorry.

Krista said...

Oh Sandy, I am just so devestated for you. I hate this. I hate how unfair it is, I hate how much it hurts, I hate that it is unpredictable.

I am so very sorry.

Anonymous said...

Oh no. I am so, so sorry Sandy.

Michelle said...

I am so terribly sorry. I wish I could say soemthing to make it better, but I know there is nothing. It just sucks. I'm sorry.

Anonymous said...

Delurking to offer my sorrow for you. I wish crap like this didn't happen to anyone.

Donna said...

Oh Sandy, I'm so sorry. Dammit.

Cricket said...

Sandy, I am so sorry. I wanted you to make it to the other side.

Anonymous said...

no....No......NO.........!!!!!


I am so desperately sorry Sandy....so very sorry.

I am heartsick tonight for you.

Thinking of you and your lovely family,

Anonymous said...

What sadness you must be going through.
My heart is breaking for your loss.
Sometimes life is just so unfair.
I was so hoping you were going to go through it all this time.
Sending some loving thoughts your
way~

Tiff said...

OMG...I am so sorry, sweetie! Huge Hugs I wish there was something I could do.....

Anonymous said...

Oh, Sandy...I am so terribly sorry. If there's anything in the world that I can possibly do to help, don't hesitate to ask.

Anonymous said...

Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.

I am so sorry. So, so sorry.

msfitzita said...

I wish I could say more than I'm sorry, or do more than just leave this comment.

I hope you know how sincere it is, and how very, very sorry I am.

Anonymous said...

Shit. I know if Ange was up to reading blogs she'd join me in saying "shit".
I'm sorry honey, there really are no words......

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry.

Peace to you and your family,

Laura

Thalia said...

Sandy, I know in the same position I hate all the I'm sorry messages because they just make me feel so pathetic, but truth is, there's nothing else to say. I am incredibly sorry that you're going through this again. So awful and so unfair.
Thinking of you.

Anonymous said...

So very sorry. I will be thinking of you this weekend.

Milenka said...

I'm so sorry.

DinosaurD said...

I'm so, so sorry Sandy. Please take care of yourself. This is so difficult, I don't know what else to say but that I was so hoping for a different outcome for you (but keeping quiet because I'm not a good reminder to anyone).
Again, take care of yourself - right now you are the most important thing (ah, not that you're a "thing").
Thanksgiving can wait, you have the right to feel however you need to in order to get through this.
DinoD

Anonymous said...

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your husband.

P. said...

I am so sorry.

Anonymous said...

I wish words could make it all better, but having been where you are I know nothing helps. I am so terribly sorry for your loss.

Anonymous said...

So very sorry ... look after yourself.

Anonymous said...

oh Sandy I'm so sorry. I wish I had more than words ...

Shinny said...

I am so very sorry Sandy. This is just not fair. Big hug from Wisconsin coming your way.

Mony said...

Numb.
Speechless.

Pamplemousse said...

Sandy, you and your family are in my thoughts.

BlondeBrony said...

I am sorry. It is such a hard thing to go through.

My best to you and your family.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.

Tuesday Girl said...

I just had a miscarriage a couple of weeks ago. I know how hard and sad it is.

Trying to remember our blessings is all we can do right now.