Friday, October 06, 2006

So Much For That

Spots turned to clots this morning. I went to emergency at 11:30 a.m. Had an ultrasound at 2:30 that told us the baby had not grown and was not viable. They sent me home at 4:00 p.m. to pass it, with instructions to come back if it got too bad.

HB and the kids were all with me, and we'll hang out together this weekend. This Thanksgiving weekend. I'm going to try really hard to find some things to be grateful for.

36 comments:

Lut C. said...

Oh, Sandy, I'm so sorry. I was so hoping this was little surprise was going to turn out fine.

Forget thanksgiving and gratefulness for now, there's a time for that and this isn't it.

Jen said...

Sandy, I am so terribly, terribly sorry.

Cecily said...

I won't curse on your blog, but know that in my head I'm cursing in your honor. So sorry, hon. So, so, so sorry.

Ollie said...

Oh, honey, no. I am so sorry. Gratefulness can wait. This is not how this was supposed to be.

Sarah said...

NO!!! Oh no no no no.
I'm so so sorry Sandy.
My heart is breaking for you and HB and your family.
I will be thinking of you sweetheart.
xo

Krista said...

Oh Sandy, I am just so devestated for you. I hate this. I hate how unfair it is, I hate how much it hurts, I hate that it is unpredictable.

I am so very sorry.

kiwi said...

Oh no. I am so, so sorry Sandy.

Michelle said...

I am so terribly sorry. I wish I could say soemthing to make it better, but I know there is nothing. It just sucks. I'm sorry.

Beachgal said...

Delurking to offer my sorrow for you. I wish crap like this didn't happen to anyone.

Donna said...

Oh Sandy, I'm so sorry. Dammit.

Cricket said...

Sandy, I am so sorry. I wanted you to make it to the other side.

julianna said...

no....No......NO.........!!!!!


I am so desperately sorry Sandy....so very sorry.

I am heartsick tonight for you.

Thinking of you and your lovely family,

Melissa P. said...

What sadness you must be going through.
My heart is breaking for your loss.
Sometimes life is just so unfair.
I was so hoping you were going to go through it all this time.
Sending some loving thoughts your
way~

Tiff said...

OMG...I am so sorry, sweetie! Huge Hugs I wish there was something I could do.....

DebbieS said...

Oh, Sandy...I am so terribly sorry. If there's anything in the world that I can possibly do to help, don't hesitate to ask.

Julia said...

Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.

I am so sorry. So, so sorry.

msfitzita said...

I wish I could say more than I'm sorry, or do more than just leave this comment.

I hope you know how sincere it is, and how very, very sorry I am.

lala said...

Shit. I know if Ange was up to reading blogs she'd join me in saying "shit".
I'm sorry honey, there really are no words......

LauraN said...

I am so sorry.

Peace to you and your family,

Laura

Thalia said...

Sandy, I know in the same position I hate all the I'm sorry messages because they just make me feel so pathetic, but truth is, there's nothing else to say. I am incredibly sorry that you're going through this again. So awful and so unfair.
Thinking of you.

Diana said...

So very sorry. I will be thinking of you this weekend.

Milenka said...

I'm so sorry.

DinosaurD said...

I'm so, so sorry Sandy. Please take care of yourself. This is so difficult, I don't know what else to say but that I was so hoping for a different outcome for you (but keeping quiet because I'm not a good reminder to anyone).
Again, take care of yourself - right now you are the most important thing (ah, not that you're a "thing").
Thanksgiving can wait, you have the right to feel however you need to in order to get through this.
DinoD

julianna said...

I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and your husband.

P. said...

I am so sorry.

Anonymous said...

I wish words could make it all better, but having been where you are I know nothing helps. I am so terribly sorry for your loss.

Katy said...

So very sorry ... look after yourself.

Angela S. said...

oh Sandy I'm so sorry. I wish I had more than words ...

Shinny said...

I am so very sorry Sandy. This is just not fair. Big hug from Wisconsin coming your way.

Mony said...

Numb.
Speechless.

Pamplemousse said...

Sandy, you and your family are in my thoughts.

Brony said...

I am sorry. It is such a hard thing to go through.

My best to you and your family.

Monica said...

I'm so sorry.

Millie said...

Just wanted to say I was thinking of you and your family.

Tuesday Girl said...

I just had a miscarriage a couple of weeks ago. I know how hard and sad it is.

Trying to remember our blessings is all we can do right now.

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