Thursday, November 11, 2004

Yep...scared.

I know that I will probably be ok as a mom. I think that part of what's going on with me is that I'm terrified about this appointment at the fertility clinic.

What if it doesn't work?

What if it does work?

What will happen?

Will I have to go through all the tests again?

With the history of twins in my family, what are the chances of multiples?

Can I physically carry a child to term?

I'm terrified.

2 comments:

Julianna said...

It is so hard. Hang in there. My thoughts are with you.

Lala said...

Assvice here but one day at time. One thing at a time. Fear is good, it keeps you on your toes and keeps you learning.
You'll be taking pride in your strength on the other side of it all.
O.k. you can tell me off now.