So...edited at 6 p.m. my time to update you all.
Yes, it is what you think. I have been waiting and waiting for my stupid period to start, never ever thinking that I might possibly be pregnant because, you know, I gave up on that some time ago. This morning I got up at my usual time and decided to use this one lonely test I had in the cupboard. I was using it more to assure myself that I wasn't pregnant, and that my period would indeed be starting any day now.
Ha. That worked well didn't it?
I think we're both in shock. I'm very likely only about 5 weeks along. I called the doctor today to see about getting hcg levels done.
I'm terrified. Terrified that it won't stick around. And terrified that it will stick around.